Currently Listening Better Than This By The Normals see related

I don't know if anyone reads this anymore, but whatever.

I have to get something off my chest. I was mad at David and Christina for a long time. I felt ignored and it really hurt. But it took me falling in love to understand their side of the story. It's so rare anymore to find someone that you match with in every way possible. When you find that person, you want to latch onto them all the time. Now, my heart is breaking for them. I haven't had to leave Alisha for the military. David was not so fortunate. I can't imagine how much they must be hurting right now.

Christina and David, if you ever read this, please know that I don't hold anything against you anymore. I admire both of you so much. You both have hearts of gold, and I'm sure God's gonna wake up the world thru you two. I love you. You're in my prayers.

Christina, remember how I would call you crying about my friend Maria? It's worse now. I've had to step back and let her be. As much as it hurts, I have to. There's no way she'll listen to me anymore. I have no idea what to do. I love her, but she's hurting me directly and is wondering why we aren't ok. Alright, I'm babbling. If you wanna give me advice again like you tried to before, please do. I need some.

Reaching for something you'll never see coming,
While vanity accelarates the return of demise.
Quietly doubting, you find yourself shouting,
Til sweat turns to blood and trails down your face from your eyes.

Currently Listening With Abandon By Chasing Furies see related

Wow. So much has happened since my last post. Which was what, March? Geez. Word of advice to all of you, don't let your girlfriend get you addicted to myspace. That thing will suck all of the Xanga out of you. www.myspace.com/maddskeelz

Ok, so, I'm madly in love with this girl named Alisha. That hasn't changed. Um, work sucks. I know. Ew. I just quoted a blink song. Pardon me while I stick a fondu stick up my nose to cleanse myself of all bad thoughts.

Ow.

Ok I'm back. We went to prom, and it was sweet!!! Go to my myspace for pics. We swing danced! That was fun. Me and her are trying to write a song, but it's coming along real slow. That's why work sucks. Because it stresses me out so much that by the time I get home, my brains are so biggie sized that I don't want to do anything but just lay there. I hate my job with such an extreme passion. I'm lookin for a new one.

Soooooo, I totally feel like I'm bein run out of my ministry with the kids. Mark and I decided that I should leave for reasons like work, college, spiritual maturity, and Alisha. I said I'd like to finish up a couple more weeks to make the transistion easier. As far as I knew, I was still in charge, but I guess this Jarred guy has assumed control. There has been no communication between me and him. I have no doubt in my mind that once I leave, the kids will wanna quit. He just keeps practice and ministry from being fun like it was when I was there. I'm thoroughly aggrivated.

I'm also tryin to get this band thing goin with Glen again. I just set up a studio in Alisha's living room (her mom is so cool), and hopefully we can get things rollin. I know I say that a lot, but I'm closer than ever.

I'm working on this metal song right now. It sounds sweet.

Alisha is the absolute love of my life. I've been jumping down her throat lately because of stress in my life. I hate it. She's done nothin to deserve the Skeel wrath. I feel like I'm no good for her, but she keeps reassuring me that I'm everything she ever wanted and more. I just wish I felt like I was doing enough for her. I'm far from it. However, I love her with everything that I am. I'm going to marry her.

Since you've been mine, it's getting so much better all the time.

I need to write more.

This entry provivded most lovingly by Brian's girlfriend...we love you all. But seriously Bri. Tell everybody whats up! LOL. Jk. Love and kisses to everyone..from bri and I.

Currently Listening Wish You Were Here By Pink Floyd see related

Holy crap guys. That Dream Theater show is the best show i've ever seen in my entire life!!! They basically played the history of DT with one song from every album. Here's the setlist

INTRO VIDEO

The Root Of All Evil
Never Enough
Another Won
Afterlife
Take The Time
Innocence Faded
Peruvian Skies
(with Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" and Metallica's "Wherever I May Roam")
Strange Deja Vu

INTERMISION

The Glass Prison
This Dying Soul
I Walk Beside You
Octavarium
(With the coolest visuals I've ever seen)

ENCORE:
Wait For Sleep
Learning To Live
(with amazing jam in the middle)

Great shot. THANX LISHI!!!

Jordan playing his sexy Continuim and his Kurzwell at the same time!! AHH!!!

JOHN MYUNG moved!!! He went behing the drumkit, he went stage left,

Then John and John started playing each other's guitars!

James hit EVERY note that night. Even in Take The Time!!!

Double neck action! WOAH!!

The best band in the world.

Wow. And the visuals for the song Octavarium, holy crap. Of course i bought a shirt.

It wouldn't be what it was if Alisha wasn't there. She was lovin it just as much as me. It was the coolest thing watching my favorite band while holding my favorite person!!

BTW, for those of you that don't know, My favorite band is covering my favorite album and putting it on DVD. Yes, that means Dream Theater is doing Dark Side Of The Moon

Currently Listening Train of Thought By Dream Theater see related

Dream Theater tomorrow!!! Can't wait. I hope they play A Change Of Seasons or When The Water Breaks. That'd be madd tite. If they don't play the AA trilogy, I'll be madd, uh... mad.

I pissed off Alisha today. Not intentionally, but I did just the same. I love her so much. I never knew that the little things like that would set a person off so much. I need to be more careful.

Alisha's dad bought me a car stereo! I went to his apartment so we could put it in, and then he said it would be easier if we had Circut City do it. However, they didn't have the right gear for it. So he just bought me a new JVC CD/MP3 player!! WOOT!!! I freakin love that man. We had some several long talks about our relationships. Pray for that guy. He needs it.

By the way, all the cool people are gonna be in Cleveland tomorrow! Lok and loll!!!